Top 15 "what if"s

we all wonder if our lives could have been different. the choices we make throughout our lives are what moulds our lives. it's amazing how such a seemingly insignificant decision can cause such changes in our lives.

i wonder what would have happened if i...

1. stayed in CHIJ instead of going to canossa my entire course of life would have changed

2. chose CHIJ instead of SAC sec sch stage. the above was pri/kindergarten

3. didn't give up piano

4. didn't have that accident in sec 1

5. didn't choose choir cca things would have been so different. i realise now that being in choir has been the catalyst for so many things

6. didn't promise to join church choir yes, i only joined the church choir because claudia and lynette 'pestered' me and i told them i'll join after confirmation

7. chose to go 3/8 instead of 3/6 i fantasised about 3/8 cos my senior was from there. they take pure chem so i could have taken bio which i yearned to do. wanted to do genetics

8. went to CJC for 1st 3 months instead of MJ

9. picked VJC after the results instead of MJ

10. went to science stream

11. decided to drop econs and take history i keep wondering this throughout my 2 years in jc

12. didn't tell my crush my feelings for him i'll forever wonder about this. did i do the right thing?

13. went to visit aunty rosie when i went to england last march this is possibly the biggest regret i have so far in my life. ask me if you want to know the full story

14. managed to contact mdm yew about the attachment

15. didn't meet all the people and make friends that i know now how different my life would have been.

i only put in things that i had control over and not things like my personality and what other people do that impact me. there's probably a billion more things i wonder about.

p.s. if a shrink were to see this list, i wonder what he would say about me.